neko-chicana:

creating characters you really love

not having a story to put them in

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6 days ago (via)

4/17/14
2:16
#hERZ #food/

they’re old as shit and his scars make no damn sense but god do I love the icons for Elengate!Herz

my little broken baby boy

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2 weeks ago

4/8/14
9:58
#black eyes/ #facial scars #herz #old shit

you know who’s a cutie Herz is a cutie

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2 weeks ago

4/2/14
5:02
#herz #blu vs art #facial scars #wrist scars #flat chest

(Source: the-wolverine-has-my-heart)

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4 weeks ago (via)

3/25/14
10:29
#reminds me of #herz

herz and his hair are truly a gift

aaa bless your face

also I can’t tell if short hair looks super dork on him or if I make it look dorky because I want him to have long hair forever and ever

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4 weeks ago

3/25/14
3:45
#latenightowl #herz

Bonus:

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Lotsa Herz and Herz’s hair. At a very unflattering angle, but I didn’t realize that until I was three heads in. And then it was like well fuckit.

I love how like. That’s seriously a neutral expression for him—you can SEE this time that it totally is—but you add in the scars and its like baby what’s wrong??? and he’s like nn-nothing! Nnno—no every—everything’s fine! ‘s—It’s fine! That’s literally all I could think about while I wrestled with those last two portraits. He looks so upset but he’s just thinking about butterflies or puppies or dicks and is totally fine. 

…I feel like I bring this up every time I draw him tho. Whoops. Oh well.

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4 weeks ago

3/25/14
3:38
#Herz #facial scars// #blu vs art

Herz prefers his hair short but I don’t so he just has to deal 99% of the time

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1 month ago

3/8/14
7:42
#herz #blu vs art

had a dream a few days ago where Herz was a trans man who was able to pass really easily so no one knew? But then some magical shit happened and it turned out he was part of some super powerful magic lion family thing (??) and so most of the dream was him stressing over having to come out to this other family who were getting ready to do this neato ceremony to make it official only all their plans revolved around letting a daughter into the family, not a son 

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1 month ago

3/7/14
12:16
#blu vs dreams #misgendering/// #herz

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its like they looked into my head and were like “yeah lets use that only make the victim a lady and the crime 9000% creepier”

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1 month ago

3/7/14
11:14
#police/ #blu watches #herz

so I’m looking for shit to put in pages right and I find the comic I was working on last year 

this Herz comic for a fucking joke of a class that I hated and it stressed me all to hell

but wow some of these panels are great and I don’t think I ever posted them. The story was Herz struggling with insecurities about being a gay teacher deep deep deep in the closet, just waiting for the day he’s ‘found out’. His insecurities manifest as a teenage version of himself, specifically a teenaged version of himself from when he got attacked;

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this shit’s not half bad. Fuck if I’ll ever pick it up again tho. There’s better stories to tell

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1 month ago

3/3/14
4:27
#herz #blu vs art #old shit #blood/ #facial scars/ #ropes/ #bondage/ #scopophobia/

some sketches I found when I was cleaning—never put these up but eh lets do it now 

bonus Anna;

Hi Anna~

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1 month ago

3/1/14
1:18
#Herz #scopophobia #facial scars #ggg!princess zelda #ggg!link #good guy ganny #blu vs art #anna #blu vs frozen

in my dream, Herz could pass images from his mind to others, and before my dream ended, this happened. He pushed himself a bit too hard, did it for just a little too long with the man he loves most and and gave himself a headache. 

I don’t even know who the guy in blue is but the scene was perfect how it was and I wanted to get it out there

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2 months ago

2/20/14
11:34
#herz #comic #comics #blu vs art #scars/ #hands/ #flat chests//

bluandorange:

/listens to a shitton of slam poetry 

/thinks VERY DEEPLE about Herz getting involved

he’d start out as an audience member then he’d become another poet’s writer, maybe teaming up with a performer who can’t write for themselves but loves doing monologues and then he becomes closer and closer to the community and the poets become his friends and they read the things he can’t get on stage to perform and tell him how good it is and they build him up and ask him in their living rooms to read for them. It happens over and over until he’s coming to them, he has a new one, he’d love for you to hear it when you have an evening free and he only needs to tell one friend and the rest show up because they love him, they pass the word around and they build him up until they’re getting him on stage for a small audience that is 49% people who’ve eaten his cooking 

and before he steps up to the mic his boyfriend says into it to understand, explains that Herz will be reading with the paper in his hands because that is what makes him comfortable and before he starts there’s encouragements spilling from the audience that momentarily becomes a small round of applause because he’s stepped up there he’s under the lights and his hair may be in his face but his soul is on the pages in his hands and they are so proud of him. And on his third performance he drops the script to his side and takes ahold of the mic to grind out the verses, eyes closed, voice steady as he pleads for someone to go back and tell him that Good Christian Boys can love each other, and they are all so proud of him.

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2 months ago (via)

2/20/14
9:59
#herz

THIS GUY DOESN’T EVEN HAVE A NAME

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2 months ago

2/20/14
5:55
#he's such a generic white guy too #bUT THATS WHAT HE LOOKED LIKE IN THE DREAM #SO FUCKIT #blu vs art #herz

ughhhh I hate drawing nice things and then realizing it ‘doesn’t work’ 

so here;

pretty noodle hair I’m having to erase

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2 months ago

2/20/14
3:58
#herz #blu vs art