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6 hours ago (via)

10/21/14
4:08
#beautiful people

(continuation of Turn Back

The Captain already knows what happened to Bucky. He knows more than a brief summary of the inch and a half thick folder Steve hadn’t even passed the first page of. Hell, he hadn’t even looked at the first page. Steve hadn’t moved past the goddamn inside cover. 

The Captain knows what Bucky knows about the present. He knows what happened between them. He knows why Bucky took a shot at him and didn’t miss. 

The Captain knows how to take care of himself. He’s a ‘super soldier’, a superhero, and no one’s gonna bat an eye about leaving him on his own. No one’s gonna care if he gets a bruise or two doing what he needs to do. No one’s gonna talk over him or talk down to him and no one’s gonna be able to stop him if he decides he and Bucky ain’t gonna deal with this crap anymore.

Bucky’s better off with the Captain. 

Steve still doesn’t want to go. 

He doesn’t know if he’s better off, not really. He can tell himself he will be all he wants, he don’t believe it. Could believe a ‘probably’ but not a ‘definitely’. He just can’t shake the feeling he’s leaving Buck in the hands of a stranger. Sure, a stranger with Steve’s face, but a stranger nonetheless and now ain’t the time to play fast and loose with who’s seeing to Bucky’s care. 

He trusts Sam more than he trusts the Captain. At least he’s met Sam. At least—

Bucky makes a small noise—nothing more than a shaky exhale, but it’s something and Steve’s eyes immediately snap back into focus. Bucky’s face twitches minutely, he swallows and—he goes still again, drops back into unconsciousness. 

Steve lets out the breath he was holding. 

"Bucky?" he asks, softly. "Bucky can you hear me?" Perhaps he’s being too soft, here—there’s no response. 

There’s movement at the front of the room and Steve lifts his eyes in time to see Sam motion Thor past him and towards the shower stall. Sam then kneels in front of the drawers by the sink and begins pulling out what look to be towels. Steve pulls his eyes back to Thor just as the giant man steps up beside him and Buck and takes a knee.

"Do not worry," Thor says. "Your friend is very strong, and should he need aid in his recovery, there are physicians but a call away that will see that he is made well. It may be all he needs is some rest." 

"I thought for a moment he was startin’ to wake up," Steve says. His voice sounds raspy compared to Thor’s smooth, low tones. Steve swallows. "If there’s doctors, why can’t he see one?" 

Sam starts to answer him from the door of the stall, but most of it is lost before Steve’s got his head lifted the right way. All he catches is “—telling what his history with them is.”

The muscle in Steve’s jaw flexes before he forces out, “would you say that again?”

Sam doesn’t question, just repeats; “We don’t know how he’ll react around medical equipment. There’s no telling what his history with them is.”

"What’s that ‘sposed to mean?" Steve asks, brows pinching and voice going sharp. 

"Hydra—the people who had him—they kept him on a lot of chemicals," Sam says. "Putting him on an IV, even just to rehydrate him, it could end badly. It could freak him out." Sam’s face straight and serious—he’s looking Steve right in the eyes. "If he needs it, though, Steve, he’ll get it. I just wanna get him moved to the bed first."

Steve wants to argue but of course, what does he know?

He knows hospitals have made Bucky uncomfortable since the first time Steve almost died in one. He knows Bucky hates needles—not the curved ones Steve and his ma would use to stitch his wounds, but the straight and hollow ones that take stuff outta ya or put stuff in. He knows he never got past the inside cover of that inch-and-a-half thick folder and wouldn’t’ve considered what kind of relationship Bucky might have with doctors now. 

His eyes drop to the metal of Bucky’s left shoulder and a cold shiver works his way up his spine.

Steve nods. 

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8 hours ago

10/21/14
2:49
#blu liveblogs fic #long post #hospital / #medical /

no but seriously like 20% of the tagged reblogs I’ve gotten on the elevator comic have been people specifying that Steve/Bucky is not their ship

I don’t know what to think. I should be flattered but mostly I’m just like “but why not”

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9 hours ago

10/21/14
2:03
#how dare your otp be different than my otp

spikedrewthis:

Hey, folks. I’ll be publishing a new comics anthology next spring. Perhaps you’d like to pitch a story for it?

New World is a black-and-white sci-fi/fantasy comic anthology with the theme of exploration, colonization, conquest, assimilation, “going native,” appropriation, imperialism, strained relations… essentially, what happens when mutually un-contacted cultures, continents, and species collide.

The deadline for submissions is November 20th. Head on over to the official page to see how to submit, and I can’t wait to see what you’ve got.

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9 hours ago (via)

10/21/14
1:21
#seems pretty well geared toward social commentary #comics #art jobs #jobs

miscella asked:
Hey blu, just wanted to let you know that Spike (spikedrewthis . tumblr) is looking for submissions to her new anthology New World. She has a good history of projects being funded and pays artist's well if you or any of your friends are interested.

HolY ShIT thanks for letting me know! I’ma reblog the post right now—the deadline for a proposal is Nov 20!

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9 hours ago

10/21/14
1:19
#miscella

Anonymous asked:
Same anon. You could literally turn them all into frogs and I wouldn't care, because you'd make it pertinent and somehow also very sad

oh

that’s tempting 8»»

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9 hours ago

10/21/14
1:08
#no but seriously tho what high praise I'm a blushing mess #Anonymous

from now on whenever someone tags my steve/bucky art and goes ‘I don’t even ship this’ I’m gonna pretend they’re diehard american airline shippers and I’ma be glad they made an exception 

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10 hours ago

10/21/14
1:06
#I may have been assuming they were superhusband fans #and getting pissy #but clearly my assumptions need to be shifted

Anonymous asked:
As a longtime reader, I trust that wherever you'll go with Turn Back, it's gonna be worth the trip. :)))

laksjdfssasd thank you bb hopefully the trip will go more smoothly now. I’ll admit, I haven’t entirely shaken my anxiety about continuing the fic, but I at least have ideas enough to start the next chapter and dammit, if I do finish it, I haven’t given up on the idea for that sequel 

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10 hours ago

10/21/14
12:58
#Anonymous

Anonymous asked:
You're an amazing person and your writing and art has made me so happy recently; it helped me through a recent anxiety attack to have something to ground me, something familiar that made me so happy and I just wanted you to know that. You deserve all the happiness you search for in life!

ffffFFF you deserve the same, anon! Thank you for sending me this ;A; I’m so happy to know I helped. 

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10 hours ago

10/21/14
12:55
#gif #Anonymous

GOOD NEWS EVERYONE;

THE PERSON WHO ASKED ABOUT THE SAM/STEVE WANTED TO MAKE SURE THAT SAM/STEVE WAS THE PROMINENT PAIRING

and I feel awful having to tell them that no its mostly steve and bucky. I will compliment them on their taste in pairings tho A+ what a relief

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10 hours ago

10/21/14
12:39

REBLOG IF YOU REMEMBER WHERE THIS IS FROM

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15 hours ago (via)

10/20/14
7:10
#scooby doo #gif #HOW COULD YOU NOTTTTTT

Steve vowing to burn the world to the ground for Bucky.

(Source: reddestkay)

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16 hours ago (via)

10/20/14
6:39
#steve rogers #no one touches the bae and lives to brag about it #gif

cptsmallass:

i’m not gonna fight you. you’re my friend.

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17 hours ago (via)

10/20/14
5:22
#skinny!Steve #Steve Rogers #Captain America #HE's SO ATTRACTIVE WHEN HE'S ALL FUCKED UP FFFFF #look at that shitty hair #I love that shitty hair #id marry that shitty hair (no I wouldn't)

I got some Chinese readers for Turn Back and one of them bookmarked the fic with “冬豆芽” which according to google translate means “winter bean sprouts”

I cannot with how fucking cute that is hoLy Shit

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17 hours ago

10/20/14
5:16

Anonymous asked:
how do you use your preferred pronouns?

ze = they

ser = their

'im = them

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1 day ago

10/20/14
6:39
#Anonymous